WOUNDS.......

People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers.

What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.

-Greys Anatomy-

ONE QUESTION?

Don't you just have that one question that seems to keep repeating over and over in your head

And you know the person with the answer is nomore but you just long to ask

WHY?

SO I'VE BEEEN TAGGED

A- Available?: for....?

B- Best friend: Samurai :D

C- Cake or Pie?: Cake

D- Drink of choice: Coke

E- Essential thing used everyday: My glasses

F- Favorite color: Purple, Pink and Blue

G- Gummi bears or worms: Gummi Bears obviously

H- Hometown: Male'

I- Indulgence: Books and internet

J- January or February: What the difference?

K- Kids and names: No kids YET

L- Life: Full of lesson to be learnt

M- Marriage date: Hmmmmm havent thought about it YET

N- Number of siblings: 4

O- Oranges or apples: Oranges

P- Phobias: Cockroaches, being in confined places and heights and spiders and all insects and animals EXCEPT small cats and rabbits :D

Q- Quote: Life is for living

R- Reason to smile: Don't need a reson to smile :D

S- Season: when its neither tooo hot nor rainy

T- Tag three people: finifenma, shan, forgiven

U- Unknown fact about me: Well guesss its UNKNOWN

V- Vegetable you do not like: Spinich

W- Worst habit: Trust too easily and Wasting time being too good to people who don't deserve it

X- X-rays you have had: Head, Wrist and Feet

Y- Your favorite food: Chocolate Fudge

Z- Zodiac: Cancer

Sometimes I wish that I could turn back time. Go back in time and change the fact that I had ever met you. Wipe you from my life. Erase you from my memories. Ease the pain.

But then I wonder, how my life would have been without you. I would never had known how it feeels to be in love and be loved in return by you. I know that the memories you and I had made, few, these memories will help to keep you alive in my heart. And it will also help to ease the pain and maybe I will be able to look at a new day without regrets. If not today then perhaps tomorrow

???????

How can you tell the difference between LOVE.....INFATUATION...or a CRUSH

WHY?????????????????

Why cant I seem to let go of the pain
Why cant I seem to forget you
Why does it still hurts so much
Why cant I stop crying at night
Why cant I seem to let you go

FIX ME

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse?

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worst?