TEARS IN THE EYE, PAIN IN THE HEART

Some memories refuse to stay buried, I dont want to remember them, because all they do is make me cry, and I believe I have done more than my share of crying. I hide my tears from everyone, even from the ones I love, because I know they wont understand it, I myself don't understant it either, why it still hurts after all this time.

I heard, with time the pain of loss eases, you learn to let go of the memories, if not all but those that hurts the most. But somehow those memories are ever so fresh in my mind, the pain so real as if it happend yesterday.The only escape from the pain seems to be the never ending tears that falls from my eye every time I recall them.

So I cry, until I have none left, exhaust myself to sleep wishing, hoping I dont dream of you...

When we were young we were so sure of what we want out of life that we never would have heard of the word compromise

but as life goes on and you are hit with reality you realise that you may not be able to get what you want at your own terms, whether its the typical person you want as a life partner or even a career

that's when we start to make compromises and choose the second bests

but, aren't we cheating ourselves by compromising???

EID : JUST ANOTHER HOLIDAY

I remember a time when i was a kid, we would look forward to eid as being more than holiday

Its the day a big feast would be cooked and be visited by relatives

Its the day we would wear our new dresses and go to watch the marches

Its the day we would watch the firewoks of every colour blind the night sky

However with time, Eid has become just another day we could just laze around at home and watch tv or facebook all day

The only difference with a weekend and an Eid holiday is that it just last longer

Anyhow

Eid Mubarik

10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT ME

I hate the fact that;

I'm accommodating,

I hate the fact that;

I'm compromising,

I hate the fact that;

I don't express my anger when I'm angry

I hate the fact that;

I hide how I really feel

I hate the fact that;

I can never express my fears

I hate the fact that;

I'm a pushover and people take me for granted

I hate the fact that;

I lie when asked how I feel to please them

I hate the fact that;

I trust people so quickly

I hate the fact that;

I am so forgetful

Mostly I hate the fact that;

I am unable to change myself despite knowing it all

Another month

Another milestone

=)

Does the distance make the heart grow fonder OR does distance mean, out of sight out of mind???

I have never written a post like this...but after reading Hilath's blog i just had to write this

Centuries and Milleniums ago, the Prophets showed us the ways of Allah, the path of Islam, the gift of Quran and the wisdom of Hadith's. All this is to guide us through the journey of our limited time her, our manual guide.

Injil was the scripture sent to Isaagefaan to guide the bani israil people, however it was banned after the bani israil peope made lots of modification and adjustments to it.

Those were the bani israil people, they were the people of the past, and we the people of the present are still following in their shoes. We take what have been told us to be done and twist it to suit for our advantage.

One good example is how we punish the people who commit robberies in Maldives, it is clearly stated in the Quran the punishment for such a crime; chopping off the hands and legs as s/he continue to commit the crime, however we Maldivians doesnt seem to be practicing this, nevertheless we are said to be practicing the Islamic law, Shariah.

Further, the Habi people as they are so famously known are coming up with their own rules and regulations and even have the gall to say it is said in the Quran and the Hadiths of the Prophets.

The wearing of the Abaya which covers the whole face is said to be a must as per them, however that is not that case. Islam nor the Quran has ever implied that women have to cover their whole face, but rather their au'ra, which is considered evrything else but the face and hands.

Our task is simple here, follow what has been brought to us by the Prophets, the path of Allah, is it that hard that people have to go and manipulate it for their advantage?

I do wonder how they are going to justify what they say and do on the day of judgement, now that would be one justification which would be worth listning to.