BROKEN

Tears fall down my face,

I just push them away,

And put on a smile,

Pretend that I'm okay.


I can't let anyone see me cry,

I've held it all in for years,

Can't let them know,

That I'm broken inside.


I act like I'm happy,

Like nothing is wrong,

If only they knew,

It was all a lie.


I'll just keep on smiling,

And maybe one day I will be happy,

But for now it's fake,

But it's all I can do.

LEAVING IN SILENCE

I've told myself so many times before

But this time I think I mean it for sure

We have reached a full stop

Nothing's gonna save us from the big drop

Reached our natural conclusion

Outlived the illusionI hate being in these situations

That call for diplomatic relations



Depeche Mode: Leave in silence

picture from flicr

ASKING FOR TOO MUCH

I never asked for much,

but what I want was out of reach

I never wanted the impossible,

but something only within your power

My one small wish,

some how made me feel like I was being selfish

All I asked was for love,

but guess I was asking for too much

DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL

You were supposed to help me walk,
but you ended up crippling me
You were supposed to be there for me,
But you ended up being the one who let me down
You were supposed to be my bestfriend,
But you turn out to worst than an enemy
You were supposed to be my dad,
But you ended up being just a stranger

I was suppoed to be you little princess,
But I ended up being just another gal without a dad
I was supposed to go with you for rides
But you never had time for me
I was supposed to lean on you
But every time I did I fell on my face;cox you were never there
I was supposed to be daddy's little girl
But I ended up being just a regular gal with divorced parents

GOODBYE

The hardest word,

but easily said

The quickest way out,

without no return

Leaves a trail of tears,

and nothing to ease the pain

Why do people always have to say

GOODBYE in the end!!!

I CARRY YOUR HEART IN MY HEART

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in

my heart)i am never without it(anywhere

i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done

by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear

no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want

no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows

higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

ee cummings