Monday, March 31, 2008

I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so 
I should have held on tight I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together .....

Tuesday, March 25, 2008


You know when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales? That fantasy of what your life would be – white dress, prince charming who’d carry you away to a castle on a hill. You’d lie in your bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the tooth fairy, prince charming –they were so close you could taste them. But eventually you grow up and one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is, it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope and faith that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true.

Grey's Anatomy

Its been five months since you gone away
left without a word nothing to say
So I ask God
God send me an angel From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love

'Cause all I do is cry

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes....

Thursday, March 20, 2008


Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it, hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it, and life always makes more...

-Grey's Anatomy-

Saturday, March 15, 2008


People are lonely in this world for lots of different reasons. Some people have something in their disposition. Maybe they were just born too mean, or maybe they were born too tender. But most people are brought to where they are by circumstance, by calamity or a broken heart or something else happening in their lives that wasn't anything they planned on. People are lonely in this world for lots of different reasons. The one thing that I do know is, it doesn't matter what any one of them might tell you--nobody wants to be alone.


Wednesday, March 12, 2008


People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers.

What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.

-Greys Anatomy-

Wednesday, March 5, 2008


Don't you just have that one question that seems to keep repeating over and over in your head

And you know the person with the answer is nomore but you just long to ask


Monday, March 3, 2008


A- Available?: for....?

B- Best friend: Samurai :D

C- Cake or Pie?: Cake

D- Drink of choice: Coke

E- Essential thing used everyday: My glasses

F- Favorite color: Purple, Pink and Blue

G- Gummi bears or worms: Gummi Bears obviously
H- Hometown: Male'
I- Indulgence: Books and internet
J- January or February: What the difference?
K- Kids and names: No kids YET
L- Life: Full of lesson to be learnt
M- Marriage date: Hmmmmm havent thought about it YET
N- Number of siblings: 4
O- Oranges or apples: Oranges
P- Phobias: Cockroaches, being in confined places and heights and spiders and all insects and animals EXCEPT small cats and rabbits :D
Q- Quote: Life is for living
R- Reason to smile: Don't need a reson to smile :D
S- Season: when its neither tooo hot nor rainy
T- Tag three people: finifenma, shan, forgiven
U- Unknown fact about me: Well guesss its UNKNOWN
V- Vegetable you do not like: Spinich
W- Worst habit: Trust too easily and Wasting time being too good to people who don't deserve it
X- X-rays you have had: Head, Wrist and Feet
Y- Your favorite food: Chocolate Fudge
Z- Zodiac: Cancer