Tuesday, May 29, 2007


Last Friday I found myself with nothing to do...There was no pre-plans made. This is very unlikely for me. I always plan my days ahead.

When I was in school I remember that we all will be looking forward to our weekends. We would have this get to gathers every Friday where we watched moovies, played UNO or just hang out.
Mostly I remember how tink,sucks aesha and I went for our walks. We used to just walk around Male' aimlessly. We would sing these stupid songs, talk about everything and noting and just have a gr8 time.
There was this special place for us. Near Nasandhura there is this Neru place which is very peaceful and we used to go there a lot, more like every chance we get. We had so much fun there. But we stopped after we heard that is is not safe (Jinni type stories scared us). So we changed to our walking around Male' routine.
Somehow for some reason that I cant recall we stopped going for walks. Now I wonder why?
Any how things has changed alot since last year...I wish that it can still be like that. Cox I sure miss the good old days.

Monday, May 28, 2007


When I heard from you I disliked you
The moment I laid eyes on you I felt disgust
The instance you spoke I hated you
The minute you left I despised you
Through it all I loathed you with all in me
But Still I ended up falling for you

Thursday, May 24, 2007


February was supposed to be the lovers month. There was LOVE in the air. People were confessing their loves and many a love stories began.
As for these days it seems that MARRIAGE is in the air. Everyone is in a hurry to get married. To start the next step of their lives, to get to the next milestone.
Recently one of the youngest among us got married and very soon a friends bro is going to tie the knot so is another friends sister. I guess as any businessman would say this is the wedding season.
So guess in the next year or two we gonna be having the baby season :)

Saturday, May 19, 2007


I watched a moovie called Water last night which is about widows in India. Here is a little of the plot line:

"Water is set in 1938, when India was still under the colonial rule of the British, and when the marriage of children to older men was commonplace. Following hindu tradition, when a man died, his widow would be forced to spend the rest of her life in a widow's ashram, an institution for widows to make amends for the sins from her previous life that supposedly caused her husband's death.
Chuyia (Sarala) is a seven year old girl who has just lost her husband. She is deposited in the ashram for Hindu widows to spend the rest of her life in renunciation. She befriends Kalyani who is forced into prostitution to support the ashram, Shakuntala, one of the widows, and Narayan, a young and charming upper-class follower of Mahatma Gandhi and of Gandhism."

The moovie states that the widows were treated with accordance to some holy book of theirs. The Author of that book whoever that was sure did not have any respect for humanity towards women watsoever.

I wondered if that was how widows were treated, will the men be treated the same way,if they were widower ed. I doubt that. Men at that time pushed their superiorty everywhere. It makes us wonder that how fair and how much respect the Islam gives to women, how much Islam protect Women. I sure as hell am proud to be a women but more proud to be a Muslim.

Thursday, May 17, 2007


These past few weeks had been hectic for me. I'v been stuck at office and working like a maniac. I like working hard but there is someting called workng hard and working TOO hard. . But don't you just hate it when you hard work hasn't been apprecated?
Yesterday I worked at a record timing stating at mornig 0800 till late night 0300. That make it what 19 hours of non stop work. Any ways am back to my old routin of 8-5 and it sure feels good. But I still need to piece back someoe of my life that I had lost these past few weeks.
After that I'm sure gonn take a mini vacation for myself. I'm thinking about another picnic or somethig to blow off the steam. :)

Tuesday, May 15, 2007


Recently I watched Spiderman 3 & I noticed that he, just like Superman wear the colurs RED
They are not the only one hooked on RED
There is :

Wonderman who's suit is a comination of BLACK & RED

Scarelet Witch-RED



Human Tourch-RED

Captain America-RED,BLACK & WHITE


The Incredibles-RED,BLACK & YELLOW

So After all this I came to one conclution, that RED after all represent POWER

What kind of Power I fail to see Cox for me RED is a female Colour, but hey if super heroes get the kicks out of the colour RED who am I to judge.

Anyways the colour sure looks good, so does the tight suits :)

Wednesday, May 9, 2007


This stupid network. For the past wek I had been trying to get online with vain

The netwok is so stupid. I was able to view any site want but I wasnt abl to get online in blogger or in messenger. But I was able to check my Gmail but not my Hotmail.

I had been so frustrate all this week

Fnally now I am able to gt onlie and the network is back to NORMAL

Thank God for that


Thursday, May 3, 2007


Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Wednesday, May 2, 2007


At one point I couldn't go on
I didn't want to face the world another day
Life was too hard, and the world was too cruel
I wanted to make it go away.

So, I called a friend to say good-bye
I said this was best for everyone, even me
Then I wrote a little note
Telling mom and dad not to cry.

I told them to try and understand
that this had to be
it was best if I was gone
and I hoped this they would see.

I swallowed the pills
and started to cry
I couldn't do it
I was too much a coward to die.
So, if you are thinkingof taking your life
please reconsider
and put down that knife...

Tuesday, May 1, 2007


Life is like a book; you turn the pages

You find out who you are through the ages

Once I spit these troubling rhymes in a poetic form

It turns out looking like a sunny day after the storm