Thursday, July 26, 2007


No more more more reservation more STRESS Cause I am finally taking a Tiny vacation to tinks Island ..Yes Thodhoooo...About time So Its just me...the sandy beaches...the crystal clear waters

Wednesday, July 25, 2007


Today is one of my closest buddies B day/ She turned 20 ( Twenteen in her opinion)
Why Couldnt she had wait to be born tomorow that way she could have been an independance child...LOL
Midho & I had been friends as long as Tink & Aesha & Sucksex. We have had our share of ups & down...but she is one person I can count on no matter what, She even went shopping with me on a rainy day carrying an umbrella from one store to the other. Coudn't have asked for a better friend.
She sure has loads of nick names don't she ;)

Monday, July 23, 2007


I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Artist: Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett
Soundtrack from:Song & Lyrics

Sunday, July 22, 2007


With the darkness closing in, I gaze into the light
The darker my past, the brighter my future
The emptiness ahead is filled with my dreams
With my actions
You never know when stepping in the light
If you are blinded by your future
Or skeptic from your past
Tired of your present

You need a change, you need hope
No more darkness in your life
This leap may be one you fear
But now, the future is near

By: Gilad Benari

Tuesday, July 17, 2007


YES!!! Finally. Ive been trying to coax mum to send Shuko to school from the start of this year. She changed her mind abt it at the mid of this year so by the time she had Shuko's three years. So that means she cant go to Baby Nursery but Nursery
Tried shopping for a cute barney bag cox Shoo was craxy abt it....but these Male' shops don't have anything cute enough. Everywhere I went there was Barbie and more Barbie.
So in the end I gave in and bought A barbie bag ( Barbie Farietopia).
Got bixy with the name tag...Tink helped me out, stayed up till 2 to finish it up ( since I had no time the whole day)
After all the hard work she was supposed to go to school on Sunday, but it rained like cats & no school ( all my hard work and sleepless night gone to waste *sigh* )
So on Monday made some lame excuse at office and came home to take Shuko to school with mum and beybe.
There were 5 girls and 6 boys in the class. Shuko clunged to my legs sticker than glue. Then the Aunty came and took her to the corner to show something and mum & I made our escape.
Aunty closed the door and then came the tears. Shuko was banging on the door and crying. It was heart breaking. She cried for abt 5 mins but it seemed like more. But then a reallly good Aunty came and picked her up and started to the BIG talk saying this and that. This somehow made Shoko stop crying and mum and I started to go home
Then we thought of buying some chocolate to distribut to the bought it and brought it back and sneeked at Shuko...She had this betrayal look oon her face but I knew She'd be OK
In my family Niha ( my Cux), Huxain ( her bro) and I were the only one who hadn't cried bloody murder on our first day of school. And I'm darn Proud of IT :)

Sunday, July 15, 2007


1) 3 Things You Can’t Do

*Turn back time
*Sing ( I got the worst voice ever)

2) 3 Things You Can Do
*Make anyone laugh
*Make any worse situation seems like the best

3) 3 Things That Scare You
*Cockroaches (Eeeeeeeeeeeek)

4) 3 Things You Love
*My mum

5) 3 Things You Hate
*People who try to hurt people I love

I choose to tag

Saturday, July 14, 2007


It is common knowledge among us that tink doesn’t eat ice cream. I know weired cox who doesn’t like ice cream. It turned out that she ate so much ice cream when she was in aminiya that she has gotten fed up with it.
So I took it upon myself to re-introduce her to the wonderful world of ice cream. I took her to seagull (where they have the yummiest ice creams) and I ordered for her. One bubblegum and chocolate chips ice cream and for me, a three scoop combination of pistachio, chocolate chips and chocolate.
Tink loved it. (Well after a few takes she hated the bubble gum but loved the chocolate chips)
So am planning on taking her there a few more times...Where ice cream is concerned...I bet no one can eat just one :)

Monday, July 9, 2007


We never forget the first times.
The first time we did something remarkable,
The first time we saw something mind-blowing,
Or the first time we felt something earth shattering.
We will remember our first love.

Love comes to us in different disguises,
But it is the first confrontation that goes deep.
We might never know who or when we might had felt it,
But the feeling will always remain with us.

Only a few are lucky enough to hold on to it
And start a life together,
As for the unlucky lot
They have to endure the pain
And learn the bitter lesson of loss and hurt

Monday, July 2, 2007


Last year I took Shuko for walk with my cousin and her bf. We went to jumuhooree maidaan and shuko was excited looking at the pigeons. We were about few feet from the fountain and I saw this kid about one year all by himself there with no parent.
Suddenly We all saw a women running towards us screaming "magey dari magey dri" and pointing towards the fountain.
I looked and saw that there was no sign from the kid that I saw earlier. The I saw small hands raising from the fountain. My cousin and I ran towards and I reached into the filthy waters and took the kid.(In order to get there quickly I almot knocked Shuko, thank God my cux's bf took her)
As I took the kid,that kids parent who turned out to be his careless grandma (stupid women). She thanked us and took the kid to Islamee Marikazu in order to get the kid cleaned up.
I know the water there was no deep but since the kid had fallen and was unable to get up
I felt prood myself and considered that I had done my good deed for the day :D

Sunday, July 1, 2007


Grown from the bud of hope
Deserted by the tears of Disappointment