SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

She wanted to make the leap. She had been thinking about it for sometime now. How easy it would be just to take one small step and all the hurt, the pain, the ache will disappear.But then she stops to think, that's when the weight of what she had been about to do hit her. Who was she kidding, no one but herself. If death was the answer half the population would be seven feet under by now. If that was the solution things would have made a lot of senseYes death will catch up with us with us someday, but who are we to decide when. This life is not ours, so how can we make the decision to end itAnd think about all the people whom she would hurt just because she doesn’t have what it takes to endure pain. How can she have become so selfish, so self centered. She never used to be like that.But as they say life teach us the most valuable lessons and she has definitely learnt hers. Death is painless but never is the answer. You just need to take one day at a time. As they say "When life gives you lemons suck on it”. We’ll she has learnt just to do that. Being miserable never did her any good anyways. When things go wrong we can Sulk and Groan but doing any of these never made anything things right. No matter what the facts will not change.
She can just smile and accept that everything that happens for a reason and instead of trying to figure out the reason. She has to go with the flow.
And to be frank living life like that is so much better. Take things as they come, make plans. So what if they fail, she just makes them again and hopes for the best. Cox someday...just someday things will go her way, even for a day, an hour, a minute and she know, when it does it sure goin to be worth it!!!!!